Can I dream again?

Can I still have that power to dream once again? Will I be able to see my dreams and desires come to pass? What am I good at? What do I really want in life? What are my real priorities in life?

Will you be there for me when I’m down? Will you cry with me when I am crying? Will you comfort me when I am feeling down and out? Will you be there to encourage me when I am discouraged?

Few days ago, I was reminded of a story on goose. When they fly, they always do so, in a V-shape. When the leader of the peck is tired, some other geese will take over the lead and leads on. Interestingly, when one of the geese were to be injured or shot, there will be two other geese companying the injured/ shot geese until the geese recovers or dies.

If geese have such sense, I really wonder why I don’t see it in my life, as in with the so called friends around me.

Very interesting! Just as I asked these questions, my ex-cell member, Xiao Kel sent me a message to remind me that I’m still a friend to him… God is really amazing… However, I need someone to talk to… I do not want to bottle things up within myself. I need to stand up again!

Feel burdened… I really need help… I need to find a way to make things right with God again…