Irated post taken off~~
I have removed an earlier post I’ve written over here. No doubt about the anger I’ve experienced and I can’t deny that I was really irritated by someone. Somehow, I feel that I ought to let go and forgive that person.
After some thinking, I’ve come to sense with myself that I should really let go and let God. Even when I was writing the post, I felt that I should not do it but… I guess I was way too hot headed to do so. As such, I have removed the post.
On Sunday 16th July, I just don’t know why… At about evening time… I felt rather burdened and heavy within. In as much as I tried to pray… I just could not understand what went on with me or even phantom what was really wrong. As a result, after a couple of hours of struggle, I mustered some courage to text a couple of people whom I know will pray for me, to pray for me.
I know they will be rather puzzled with the reason why I asked them to pray for me. In fact, few of them asked what was wrong and tried to find out what went wrong… However, I’m really sad to say that, I really do not know.
I don’t know what’s really weighing in my mind right now. I feel sort of lost and confused. Nonetheless, I will always proclaim His promises to my life that when I am lost! He said that He will direct my path. When I am confused, He says in His word that God have given me love, courage and sound mind! Therefore, I will not be moved and I ought to trust in Him fully.
These few days, I’ve been going down to East Coast Park in the evening time to speak to a friend. It was really kind of cool in the sense that I just don’t know how but I did somehow speak sense and helped this friend out. I really hope that I could do something more for this friend but I can’t. All I can do is just to pray for her and hope that something good will happen to her.
God is really cool! Whenever I needed help, He helped me. Just take for instance while I was back in Vietnam a month ago, I actually got shocked by a voltage of at least 350V! I should not have been alive now as that level of voltage could have gotten me killed!
Seriously, without God’s protection and blessings, I would never have been able to stay alive till now. Also, without Him, I could never have spoken sense to her when I was with her for these past days, listening and talking to her.
After some thinking, I’ve come to sense with myself that I should really let go and let God. Even when I was writing the post, I felt that I should not do it but… I guess I was way too hot headed to do so. As such, I have removed the post.
On Sunday 16th July, I just don’t know why… At about evening time… I felt rather burdened and heavy within. In as much as I tried to pray… I just could not understand what went on with me or even phantom what was really wrong. As a result, after a couple of hours of struggle, I mustered some courage to text a couple of people whom I know will pray for me, to pray for me.
I know they will be rather puzzled with the reason why I asked them to pray for me. In fact, few of them asked what was wrong and tried to find out what went wrong… However, I’m really sad to say that, I really do not know.
I don’t know what’s really weighing in my mind right now. I feel sort of lost and confused. Nonetheless, I will always proclaim His promises to my life that when I am lost! He said that He will direct my path. When I am confused, He says in His word that God have given me love, courage and sound mind! Therefore, I will not be moved and I ought to trust in Him fully.
These few days, I’ve been going down to East Coast Park in the evening time to speak to a friend. It was really kind of cool in the sense that I just don’t know how but I did somehow speak sense and helped this friend out. I really hope that I could do something more for this friend but I can’t. All I can do is just to pray for her and hope that something good will happen to her.
God is really cool! Whenever I needed help, He helped me. Just take for instance while I was back in Vietnam a month ago, I actually got shocked by a voltage of at least 350V! I should not have been alive now as that level of voltage could have gotten me killed!
Seriously, without God’s protection and blessings, I would never have been able to stay alive till now. Also, without Him, I could never have spoken sense to her when I was with her for these past days, listening and talking to her.
posted by Calvin Chung @ 4:52 PM
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