It's been sometime since I've last blogged. Some of my friends were even asking me to update my blog…

First and foremost, please pardon me for not updating my blog for these couple of days. I have been feeling rather tired most of the time and thus, did not update my blog. I know this is not an excuse to update my blog but just want to make it known that I've been overtired.

Nonetheless, during these couple of weeks, many things happened. God showed me the areas which I have not been dealing with and, I do not dare say I have conquered these areas but it's been a time of testing and trials for me.

Areas like temper problem, submission to authority, self-control, loving enemy as friends etc… These are some areas which I thought I have but sad to say, I was deceiving myself all these while…

Now I know why the Bible says that one must not claim to know it all and have control or dominion over certain things, least when I am “challenged” and falls into it, I'd be mocked by the enemy. (Mr. S.A. Tan)


These couple of days, I have been reminded of the times I had with God. Although I have been praying all these while but it seems that something IS missing in my life. I have been having this longing and want to spend more time with Him. I must find time to spend with Him. I do not want to just spend only an hour or so but more than that…


Rebuilding Personal Altar
I've been wondering to myself these couple of days on another matter. IE: Why are others so blessed when I am not flourishing in the area of work, finances etc… I came up with a few reasons to it but more importantly, I feel that I've been shown that some reasons I've come up with, are right.

I've been too impatient; have not set myself right with God. Yes, I've paid up my tithes, given offerings etc but things are just not happening. God loves me but He loves me too much to leave me the same. Which is why, I need to change. Without change there will never be a greater destiny! Along with change, (which means having to suffer the pain of change) there will be pain. Without pain, there is not way that I can go to another higher level.

After what Dr. Rob Thompson preached on Business Breakthrough Cell and weekend service, I am sure that is what God wants me to do. I am weak BUT He IS STRONG! His hands are NEVER TOO SHORT to save!

I can do ALL things through Christ who strengthens me!

God is never to be mocked at. He is NEVER LATE OR early. He is ALWAYS ON TIME!!!