Walking with God - 2006 - VICTORIOUSLY!

God is a WONDERFUL God. He is GOOD! He will lead me to VICTORIES wherever I go. I am empowered to SUCCEED and to OVERCOME ALL ODDS! In 2006, I WANT TO WALK A VICTORIOUS LIFE because He IS MY GOD!

Monday, February 20, 2006

Dreams can come true?

Do you believe that dreams can come true? Do you believe that dreams are what God placed into the minds of humans and that it can come true when we act upon the given dreams?

During the pre-Chinese New Year season, on the 27th Jan, I met Andrew and his cell group members at Bugis junction. It was there when Andrew told me that he dreamt of me…

When I heard of it, I was kind of surprised. This is because I seldom talk to him and only knew him in the mission’s trip to KL in 2004. After that, we did not really talk much to each other, partly because I seldom call and also, he’s serving the nation right now.

Nevertheless, he told me about the dream he had about me. He dreamt that I was talking to a group of people in Church. Actually, to what he described to me, I was actually doing counseling. Alright! I know I have problems but what he told me was that I was actually wearing a “silver” tag and was counseling some Church members. He asked me to think what it actually means.

When I was about to say out, he told me that it actually means that he dreamt that I became a Church staff! That’s what I’ve been dreaming since I’ve graduated from Bible School.

Nonetheless a couple of days after Andrew related his dream to me, I had a dream. It was somewhat similar but this time, I heard a voice saying “Calvin, time to rise up. Are you ready to do My work?”

Upon hearing this, I was kind of freaked out. Immediately, I woke up from my sleep…

I do not know what it really means but I do feel that it’s really time for me to rise up. However, when I look at my life, I can’t seem to have that courage to believe that I’ve dreamt about and what Andrew dreamt and told me about.

After the dream, I met up with bro Colin and he told me that he want to help me to get to the place God wants me to be in. I mean… Am I really in God’s will or is this just a coincidence?

I do not know what and how things will unfold for me but I am looking forward to how things will turn out to be in the near future. Something is really going to happen for me very soon. It’s not the bad things that will happen but something GOOD is going to happen!

If you’re reading this and is a Christian, do keep me in prayers. I do not know who you are but if you’re willing, do leave a message to tell me and tell me how you feel. If not, it’s alright.

If you’re not a Christian, do check me out and see how God will turn things around for me. I’m not someone who’s neither good nor perfect. I am just nobody and do not have much educations but I love God and I believe that He have a plan for me, a plan which is good and perfect.

Likewise, God is to me, He too, has a plan for you. His plan is to let you have a fruitful and wondrous life. He already knew you even before you know about Him. He wants you to experience Him personally. He loved you so much that He died for you, on the cross of Calvary, 2000 years ago even when He need not to. Just to show how precious you are to Him.

I pray with all my heart that whoever is reading this, God will come and visit you. I also pray that whatever I have shared here, will be anointed and that when you read this message, God will begin to do a work in your life.

No matter how crumpled/ dirty/ messed up or whatever you are, God loves you and He died for you. That’s a fact which will never changed regardless you accept Him into your life or not. Jesus loves you and I love you too!

Anyway, I believe that the dreams that both Andrew and myself had, are not just dreams. The dreams are not just something imaginary but it will certainly come to pass. I proclaim that dream to come to pass, in Jesus’ name!

Goodness of God

It’s been sometime since I’ve last entered any entries for the past 20 days. This is the longest time I’ve ever stopped blogging till date. I hope that this will not be the first time but will be the final time when I last blogged after a lengthy period of time.

Many things had happened in my life. Though it’s not changing physically but emotionally and spiritually, things are changing and soon, physical changes will come.

After a chain of events and what I’ve experienced in ONASUS, I’ve written an email back to AMS system services private limited, informing them that I would like to reverse the decision I’ve made. My manager in ONASUS seems unhappy with the decision I’ve made.

I know I’ve made him upset but I do want to think for myself for a change now. I’ve been thinking about others till a certain point that I’ve not spared a thought for myself. Some told me that I’ve been rather self-centered but who is going to spare a thought for me when I needed them?

I really thank God that I’ve finally left ONASUS. It’s not that I dislike being in that place but I really think that it’s a good decision to have left that company. It’s not due to the people but more importantly, the kind of job scope and prospect which I have if I were to stay in that company.

I like the people over there at ONASUS but I dislike the job prospect of it. I was kind of torn in-between ONASUS and AMS system services.

I would like to thank God, with all my heart and soul that I am able to reverse the entire reject mail sent to AMS and managed to secure a job with them. If it’s not because of His help, I’ll never be able to know what the job scope and prospect is like. Although I was told about the job prospect and job scope but I did not know it was so good until I’ve stepped into it.

Right now, it’s my 6th day with AMS system services. The people over here are rather nice towards me. In spite of being inexperienced and had made silly mistakes in wanting to reject the job offers, the lady boss of the company asked me for the full explanation in regards to why I changed my mind and what happened etc…

I told the lady boss honestly and I really thank God that she accepted my explanations. If not, I’ll not be able to share what’s God had done for me.

Oh yes! I’m so glad that God has been so faithful and kind towards me. I’m so proud of myself that God has done such a thing for me. I am nothing towards God’s eye. I’m really nothing but made of clay and dust but He cares so much for me and spoke to me when I asked Him about the amount He would like me to give to the Church’s building fund.

Initially, He spoke to me a certain sum to which I am to give. However, I want to show Him how much I loved Him and double that amount and gave. I was rather half-hearted in the amount. This was the biggest pledge and amount I’ve given to the building fund so far.

God is good ALL the time. It does not matter if I am securing a job or not working at all, He provided me all that I needed to fulfill. Can you imagine that He actually provided me the money to pay for the entire building fund? In addition to that, I am also able to give my tithes to Him and even give offerings too.

Besides the provisions He provided, God also gave me a job to which I have no experience in, the opportunity to go overseas due to the nature of the job and more than that, when I work overseas, my expenses are fully paid! Glory unto Him!

Although I did miss Church services last week but when I count all the blessings and all the goodness, surely, the negatives are NEVER more than the positives I’ve received from God.

Gosh, I’ve so much to share with you over here. So much more… Will update more soon…