YN... I miss you...

After such a long time, I’ve yet updated anything. I do apologize to those who are concerned about my life and who have been reading about my thoughts and what I’ve been going through.

Of late, I have been thinking of someone who was once with me. Although she was the one who broke off with me years ago but I do somehow missed her badly. Yes, it came to a point that, I simply cannot accept anyone in my heart till now.

Recently, while in friendster, I typed her name out and discovered that she, too, have an account there. Plucking up some courage, I sent her a message to say hi. Back then, she said she would come and look for me after her studies in Australia, Brisbane but… I guess she have forgotten me totally. I mean, who am I to her? Besides, I learnt from friendster that she’s attached.

I do not hate her nor will hate her. I was too quick-tempered back then and said something which I’ve regretted till date…

If she ever reads this blog, (that’s if she really does) I want her to know that I’ve regretted telling her not to look for me anymore even though she’s back in Singapore.

Though I said it, I did not mean it for real. In fact, I’ve been trying to contact her old number, passed by her place near my previous Church location was (near Lion City hotel) and tried to contact her through ICQ but all my efforts were in vain.

I did what I said I would and am still keeping that word. I feel for you and have not been serious with anyone since you left me till date.

I do not know if you still remember me or are now attached. That does not matter at all. I do not care at all. All I want to know is that you’re well and that you’re happy. As long as you’re happy, I’ll be glad and happy for you. I wish you all the best in your relationship with whoever it may be.