Irated post taken off~~

I have removed an earlier post I’ve written over here. No doubt about the anger I’ve experienced and I can’t deny that I was really irritated by someone. Somehow, I feel that I ought to let go and forgive that person.

After some thinking, I’ve come to sense with myself that I should really let go and let God. Even when I was writing the post, I felt that I should not do it but… I guess I was way too hot headed to do so. As such, I have removed the post.

On Sunday 16th July, I just don’t know why… At about evening time… I felt rather burdened and heavy within. In as much as I tried to pray… I just could not understand what went on with me or even phantom what was really wrong. As a result, after a couple of hours of struggle, I mustered some courage to text a couple of people whom I know will pray for me, to pray for me.

I know they will be rather puzzled with the reason why I asked them to pray for me. In fact, few of them asked what was wrong and tried to find out what went wrong… However, I’m really sad to say that, I really do not know.

I don’t know what’s really weighing in my mind right now. I feel sort of lost and confused. Nonetheless, I will always proclaim His promises to my life that when I am lost! He said that He will direct my path. When I am confused, He says in His word that God have given me love, courage and sound mind! Therefore, I will not be moved and I ought to trust in Him fully.

These few days, I’ve been going down to East Coast Park in the evening time to speak to a friend. It was really kind of cool in the sense that I just don’t know how but I did somehow speak sense and helped this friend out. I really hope that I could do something more for this friend but I can’t. All I can do is just to pray for her and hope that something good will happen to her.

God is really cool! Whenever I needed help, He helped me. Just take for instance while I was back in Vietnam a month ago, I actually got shocked by a voltage of at least 350V! I should not have been alive now as that level of voltage could have gotten me killed!

Seriously, without God’s protection and blessings, I would never have been able to stay alive till now. Also, without Him, I could never have spoken sense to her when I was with her for these past days, listening and talking to her.

Updates on me...

It's been sometime since I've last blogged. Some of my friends were even asking me to update my blog…

First and foremost, please pardon me for not updating my blog for these couple of days. I have been feeling rather tired most of the time and thus, did not update my blog. I know this is not an excuse to update my blog but just want to make it known that I've been overtired.

Nonetheless, during these couple of weeks, many things happened. God showed me the areas which I have not been dealing with and, I do not dare say I have conquered these areas but it's been a time of testing and trials for me.

Areas like temper problem, submission to authority, self-control, loving enemy as friends etc… These are some areas which I thought I have but sad to say, I was deceiving myself all these while…

Now I know why the Bible says that one must not claim to know it all and have control or dominion over certain things, least when I am “challenged” and falls into it, I'd be mocked by the enemy. (Mr. S.A. Tan)


These couple of days, I have been reminded of the times I had with God. Although I have been praying all these while but it seems that something IS missing in my life. I have been having this longing and want to spend more time with Him. I must find time to spend with Him. I do not want to just spend only an hour or so but more than that…


Rebuilding Personal Altar
I've been wondering to myself these couple of days on another matter. IE: Why are others so blessed when I am not flourishing in the area of work, finances etc… I came up with a few reasons to it but more importantly, I feel that I've been shown that some reasons I've come up with, are right.

I've been too impatient; have not set myself right with God. Yes, I've paid up my tithes, given offerings etc but things are just not happening. God loves me but He loves me too much to leave me the same. Which is why, I need to change. Without change there will never be a greater destiny! Along with change, (which means having to suffer the pain of change) there will be pain. Without pain, there is not way that I can go to another higher level.

After what Dr. Rob Thompson preached on Business Breakthrough Cell and weekend service, I am sure that is what God wants me to do. I am weak BUT He IS STRONG! His hands are NEVER TOO SHORT to save!

I can do ALL things through Christ who strengthens me!

God is never to be mocked at. He is NEVER LATE OR early. He is ALWAYS ON TIME!!!

It's been sometime since I've last blogged. Some of my friends were even asking me to update my blog…

First and foremost, please pardon me for not updating my blog for these couple of days. I have been feeling rather tired most of the time and thus, did not update my blog. I know this is not an excuse to update my blog but just want to make it known that I've been overtired.

Nonetheless, during these couple of weeks, many things happened. God showed me the areas which I have not been dealing with and, I do not dare say I have conquered these areas but it's been a time of testing and trials for me.

Areas like temper problem, submission to authority, self-control, loving enemy as friends etc… These are some areas which I thought I have but sad to say, I was deceiving myself all these while…

Now I know why the Bible says that one must not claim to know it all and have control or dominion over certain things, least when I am “challenged” and falls into it, I'd be mocked by the enemy. (Mr. S.A. Tan)


These couple of days, I have been reminded of the times I had with God. Although I have been praying all these while but it seems that something IS missing in my life. I have been having this longing and want to spend more time with Him. I must find time to spend with Him. I do not want to just spend only an hour or so but more than that…


Rebuilding Personal Altar
I've been wondering to myself these couple of days on another matter. IE: Why are others so blessed when I am not flourishing in the area of work, finances etc… I came up with a few reasons to it but more importantly, I feel that I've been shown that some reasons I've come up with, are right.

I've been too impatient; have not set myself right with God. Yes, I've paid up my tithes, given offerings etc but things are just not happening. God loves me but He loves me too much to leave me the same. Which is why, I need to change. Without change there will never be a greater destiny! Along with change, (which means having to suffer the pain of change) there will be pain. Without pain, there is not way that I can go to another higher level.

After what Dr. Rob Thompson preached on Business Breakthrough Cell and weekend service, I am sure that is what God wants me to do. I am weak BUT He IS STRONG! His hands are NEVER TOO SHORT to save!

I can do ALL things through Christ who strengthens me!

God is never to be mocked at. He is NEVER LATE OR early. He is ALWAYS ON TIME!!!